few days back...melvin* he asked me..'what is a good friend to me?' he asked me that cause i'm confiding in him...now...after he asked me that...i go round asking ppl that question...hmm...now...i'm still pondering over that question...how many true friends do i actually have? Is it those that show me a fake personality? those that wanna control my life? those that get angry over the slightest thing? those that wanna control who can be my friend and who cant? Till this day...i still cant seems to figure that...some ppl seems to be ur best friend at times...but the next moment...she's angry with u....ignoring u when she's the one that started it? You ignore me when a better friend came along...and the 'better friend' is actually one that ignore u once? one that finds u when she's alone...? DUH! U get angry with me when i talk to those ppl that u dont really fancy...but...HEY! its MY life...give me a break! Get angry for all i care...i'm irritated already! Its not the 1st time...get it clear! u cant control MY life! I befriend with who i believe is my true friend! U need NOT care...sigh~ this prob so far only gen knows abt the details...dont think i wanna say much abt this...sometimes...i do pity gen...she's a nice girl...but...sigh~ that's our little secret..:D
Ppl around me are weird....geting weirder and weirder...as usual...they like to show me a fake personality...some seems to be trust worthy and stuffs like that....but the moment u turn ur back...they start gossiping abt what u told them a min ago and that promise not to tell anybidy...
Btw....respect my privacy...i dont read things that aren't address to me and i wont allow ppl to read letters that i write to others and not address to them....remember the word 'PRIVACY'....bad things are taking place one by one...but...do i really need to remain optimistic? It can get real tough at times if ppl around u dont give in to things...mostly are dumb things...








the class photo is with me...what am i require to do with it? kinda lost...well...will settle it on monday...






The trust game is really addictive...haha!! Now besides karen*, sian rui* and me playing...gen* and melvin* is playing too...haha! Be more open-minded peeps! :D

magically in love